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     This is the story of my life and I believe it is of several brides. At this point, even I would know how to handle relating with me, as God has had to walk several brides through this very same path disguised in many shades. Sometimes over and over, but Jesus is not tired of washing and presenting us to Himself.

     I remember my first encounter with the Lord. Not His first of me anyway. I had lived defenseless in the flow of tears for years questioning His involvement and looking for where He was so that I could be sure He catch a glimpse of the sorrow that dressed my heart.

     This very day, I sat facing a young man that I had captured with my piercing gaze. "Is there anything you want me to do for you?" He asked."I don't have any issues....NO, I do! but right now, I just want to know Jesus loves me" I said.

     He encouraged me in the Lord and off I went. A few steps away, I heard him dash out of his office. What could be wrong, I wondered. The Holy Spirit asked me to tell you "Jesuloluwa, I love you, surrender to me and follow me and I will bring out the value in you". 🥺 This right here was the beginning of my walk.


To be continued next week

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